When U Flowin it Like RoxStar ...

When U Flowin it Like RoxStar ...

When you flowin & Makin Moves
Rockin Da Flow
Changin it up
Flowin da Right & Knockin out Da Fakes
When Every1 lookin @ u like your a Star with Blazin Hott Fire!
U look 2 try & see ..but U barely recognize eyez U see
starin back reflected back searching 4 his light ... Searching da Reflection
fighting 2 stay awake 2 not lose whatz left of you !
Never trustin da day growin more comfortable in da
Darkness of Night
Hiding da ache you've been carryin round
Never let it show No One will ever know
Never know not even when
You've shown Them Your Soul
Roxin da Flow
Hopin Somehow u Will Flow ....
It So No One knowz ...You Wanted them 2 know
2 See thru 2 hear da Tearz Screamin Silently
Da Screaming Silence So Loud It Seemz 2 Shatter da Soul
Lookin Like a Rock Star Flowin Hott ....Feelin Like You Fallin Apart !!

June 2010
Gypsy

Adrenaline high

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Adrenaline high

Living life on edge looking 4 adrenaline high ...does not mean you are livin .
Means the opposite taking chances and really living
Is about putting all you are and have in to whatever you believe in or dream of
knowing you could lose everything but still doing it because for you it is only way .
Knowing that your heart could break over and over again
knowing you will find disappointment and obstacles
that you will seem to fail over and over again
yet you get up and keep going
find a way around obstacle or do what I would do destroy it
if whatever it is can break your heart it must be worth doing
otherwise you wouldn't care failing only means you need to work harder learn more grow to new level .
I do not believe failure is the end
 sometimes means it was wrong door
so not really failing but more preventing you from wrong direction
and gives you more time to work and learn and develop into whatever your dream is .
Living is not in doing those things that make your adrenaline soar because you could die from doing it ..
But instead from doing thing you feel you will die if you don't do !!!
Peace Gypsy

Muscle's

Not only am I Musician but fitness as well as Dance & Yoga  is big part of my life .
I have studied nutrition no do not have degree  but have good knowledge of it .
I should I have dedicated myself to it for years !!!
So I know after train muscle might have pain
also know means  muscle is repairing self its Healing & becoming stronger .
I like to feel the burn because I know what means & what outcome will be
I understand that pain is saying muscle is going to be stronger bigger
flab becomes hard cut defined .
Body is sore for while but end result is beauty in and out .
Look better feel better & stronger.
Emotional stuff is the same thing  yet we think a lot of time
if we cry & hurt we are weak but same as physical muscle
the pain is part of the healing
I have been dealing with stuff myself
I am not a girl who is given to tears or allowing anything slow me down.
I felt pain & hurt cried & thought "wow I used to be strong but I have turned into sissy girl !!"
I was so down on me "I'm good at beating me up .
Very hard on self  never blame others really
I look to me ..I try to fix me .
If I make mistake even in music once know I never ever make it again !!
So made it harder because pain was trying tell me "G chill & let self heal "
I wanted push it away pretend all was great smile always huge .
Last night I finally realized hurt didn't mean weak
the pain is part of the healing means emotional muscles Heart Spirit Mind
are repairing self  all becoming stronger ,bigger
tightening firming making flab rock hard but like yoga still flexible .
There is no weakness in me or you ! We created to be self healing in body mind heart & spirit !
We are truly Unbreakable !!!

              <3 ;)